what weeks bring

Its up and down week for me and my family. Monday was my Troy’s memorial an that was and event. I got to feel his presence again. It was a 24 hour thing for me and my family Sunday afternoon leading into Sunday night was a bbq. Yes we gave my uncial a BBQ complete with his favorite game dominos his best friend came a other very close friends and family. The next day was his service and then another cook out my aunt Peaches gave, it was great and I knew he was there I could feel him. The very next day I had to go to court with my ex-employer, the assholes tried to appeal my grant for un-employment. There reason being I was delinquent and then fired from my job. NOT TRUE they could not produce anything but a piece of paper they clam to be my attendance record. It was a lie and I couldn’t believe they would lie like that. I wanted to smack the operations manger in the face and say you took a fucking oath. That would not have helped. I’m nervous about the outcome they don’t give it to you right there they mail you the judgment. "JUGEMENT" never liked that word. So after Monday and Tuesday then comes hump day and I have a sort of make up show to do so that put things to a rush combined with school put me in squeeze. In addition to that I have to share my computer with one other very internet active person. Thursday came and so did my check every dime went to bills and such. On Friday came a big surprise my mom got me my very own tiny computer, ITS GREAT with all that’s happen I have had lots of support and love. My best friend came from very far to see me and also attend the memorial. My aunt was very supportive through this. My mom assured me that no matter the outcome we would find away through. Then my mom saw my struggles with the computer and got me this baby. I am so blessed. This just reminds me that things can change so suddenly and I’m so grateful.