Im A STUDENT

Im a STUDENT again yay I’m extremely happy…but not satisfied. my energy has returned and finally I am smiling more then often then not. I have came out of my blank state of depression retuned to active life…oh im so grateful…but paranoid thinking about how it could go wrong (old habits die hard) but the small bricks of this foundation are strong and even so I use that to keep my paranoid thoughts in check. I use this blog for motivation…how morbid that I woman of 24 have to depend on a blog to say on track. Thinking of that reminds me that I need to catch up on my fellow bloggers. I will be doing this today. If you guys haven’t take a look at my links to other peoples blogs, if the links on my page then there are people I read often and if you like my blog chances are you will love there’s…..what’s new I have returned to my much needed belly dancing. I WILL START DRINKING WATER AGAIN, so easily the little stuff gets pushed to the side and procrastination sneaks in. Ha, I caught it after two weeks floating around doing whatever the day required. I need to re-center myself but I still haven’t got a clear time to do this. As-a-matter of fact Im going to make time tonight. But first im going to complete and assignment (write a short bio on myself) I will most likely post it.



..i made this 3 days ago and so much has changed

workout

Working out made me feel fat…..why is that ? Maybe it was how hard was breathing ,or maybe the was way my body seem 30 pounds heavier , after about 10 jumping jacks I was well on my way too saying fuck it, but I thought of this blog and all that energy from yesterdays Sunday morning post, and I kept pushing. In the middle of my 50 jumping jacks I realized I didn’t have a good idea about my exercise routine, I was completely lost jumping back and forth from sit-ups to push ups to jumping jacks. I felt like I was getting no where…so I did what most was free and convenient I search the internet . I found youtude has of nice selection of fitness workouts….I found a great four serious belly dancing video (all together 40 min) . this is the 1st one

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsWK5WA8of0
I watch some of it first and I thought that looks sexy that doesn’t look so hard they look extremely relaxed. So I dedicated myself to this video (which is not in English but very explanatory ) and at the end my body was in pain…GOOD PAIN…I think I’m going to look into other styles as well start a sort of rotation… in addition to that I devoured a whole liter of water…..yum. I’m tempted to just put up my picture lets see if I can come up with a body shot.